I often have fantasys that I can't exactly tell anyone. This is the one that haunts my mind the most . I'm into bondage, submiison, pushing my limits. I have this all consuming need and desire to safely and completely give up control. I fantasize about being placed on my knees im front of a large mirror. My hair pulled back. Hands restrained behind me. A blindfold placed over my eyes. Allowing and Forcing me to only feel...